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this post probably will make no sense because im just writing how i feel
sigh... It's hard to understand people sometimes. one minute that person can be your closest friend the next that person can destroy all that in an instant. people tell me its my fault or i should be the bigger person and do something. no one understands how painful it is for someone who is so close to you tell you that you mean nothing to him/her. I mean seriously everyone thinks its no big deal but it is. how is someone telling you that it makes no difference if youre in that persons life or not. what's worse is that the other person doesnt know about how you feel. the person that you talk to whenever you have a problem cant understand why youre angry at him/her. this is going to be a repeatitive rant so i'll just end this. everyone just wants me to apoligize so i guess i'll apoligize....i'm sorry for worrying about you when you didnt want me to. i'm sorry for thinking i can joke around with you when we clearly cant. i'm sorry for not being able to give you everything you wanted me to give you. most of all im sorry for starting a relationship when you just find it all a nuisance. if you didnt want to be my friend to begin with shouldve said so at the beginning. goodbye...
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| Sigh.......so depressed.....how can someone cause so much pain to the other without lifting a finger |
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| Today was a really boring day....I only got about 5 hours of sleep so i literally had a hard time keeping my eyes open. I also couldnt stop yawning and once i yawn my english prof would point me out >.> I later realize i forgot all the stuff i learned in pre-cal which sucks =[ Once i got home i had to read this 46 page packet thingy which was wayyyyyy boring. I should really start concentrating on my power points that i have to do.......... |
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| Arrgggg....college is boring, doesnt matter how important it is if you
fall asleep you wont learn anything >.> Well today my Nyu buddy
calls me in the middle of class and i didnt put my phone on silent(i
rarely put it on silent anyways) and my phone went off in the middle of
the class. The ringtone i have is so loud the teacher was like wtf was
that?! He even started asking me what song it was and who sings it.
Later on after my Math class i went to NYU and got my DS taken away
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